I befriended with him for months
I never thought of liking him
NEVER
Everything started with the social website,Twitter
We shared thoughts, befriended
When I knew I was sick
I told him
Since then, he cared about me
Since I was sick
I kept being moody
I kept being sad
But then he's always there till 3 AM accompanying me
Making me smile
Laugh
However, I'm afraid enough to tell him
Of this feelings
I'm afraid Allah will take back this feelings
If I tell him
I'm afraid Allah will take back this precious friendship
If I tell him
So I decide to just keep my mouth shut
Let me be beside him
It's safer to be like this
If Allah says yes, then it will be yes
If Allah says no, then it will be no
I'm certain of every single thing Allah gives to me
I just have to pray wishing him to be mine
Insyaallah
If Allah wills, everything will do.