Try to find me! Haha

Ahamdulillah

Allah had gave me His hidayah

After hijrah, I felt in peace

People respect me more than before

Just like what Kak Hanim said

However

I have problem on being istiqamah of being a niqabis

My parents don't really agree of me being a niqabis

They're afraid of me not enough ready to cover my face all the time

At first I was afraid to wear since they don't give permission to me

But then I read an article whereas stated that if we even wear niqab without them knowing anything, even if they forbid, when we avoid slanders, the parents get the reward, insyaallah.

Since then, I wear without them knowing at all.

And I'm sure that Allah gonna make it easy for me as He will always make it easier for His slaves to turn towards Him.

The next thing is the school rules which forbid me from wearing niqab. 

Because of that, I had to take off my niqab.

That's one of the reasons that made my parents don't let me though

Yes they're right

Insyaallah everything gonna be istiqamah once I finished my study at least after my SPM

Half of my niqabis family

After my hijrah

I lost several friends, including him

The one I loved

But I take it positively

Maybe I lost him now but Allah gonna make him to come into my life again in future as a better Muslim

Maybe I lost him but Allah gonna replace a better Muslim for me

I don't know what His plan is for me in future

What I know is what He give is always the best

I lost some of friends

Some can't accept my hijrah

Some hates me out of sudden

Some come pick fights with me out of blue

I end up of losing them one by one

However I take it positively too

Allah took them from me and replace me with the better niqabis family

Alhamdulillah

I also got the support from my friends

Alhamdulillah

Thank you Allah. :')